not the same anymore.

YWednesday, October 29, 2008' 8:45 AM

work

today at work, everything seems fine to me.. and good:)
just tat today busy busy busy.. :P hahaha but do enjoyed myself.. but still feel tired. hmm.. sometimes i wonder if i can really quit my job?? i like tat job n e ppl. but some how i just feel tat its not suitable for me.. haiiz dunnoe la. when its the time to quit i will do so.. hahaha

feelings

noe something, today dun really feel sad nor happy till 11 plus when i reach home. actually before tat was happy. or should say, not bad. just tat after reaching home, i turn on my com n go read some ppl blog.. den start to feel sad.
i always thought tat my frenz would noe me, would understand me but no. in d end my frenz hurt me the most. nothing changed, expect tat i accept god into my life. i still treat all my frenz the same. nothing changed. as long as you treat me well i will. if you really think tat i changed a lot den there is nothing i can say, and there is nothing i can do. i took a day off, yes does not mean tat all day i have to rest at home. i have my right to go out. and i noe wat i am doing. if u feel tat we really have became strangers den there is nothing much i can do. i have been trying not to spoilt our friendship or do something tat would hurt my frenz. but in d end, i dunnoe why, it always hurts. nothing has change me, the only thing tat change now is our friendship. i noe you can feel, because i feel it too. everything have changed. wat i can say is tat, u r not the only person who get hurt, i am too.. ithere are somethings i say many times n i dun wanna say it again. even if u r angry with wat i say now there is nothing much i can do. dun always used words to hurt me, because i can feel it. if you dunnoe how i feel ,dun comment about it, or even say it. because you are not me. dun always say u r hurt and you are bleeding.. wat about yr frenz around you? did you think of them? sometimes alot of things is not wat u think it is den it is. i hope u can understand and not thinking tat everything is a fault. if there is fault, everyone have it too.. i just hope tat we will soon return to like last time.

i mean well n i dun mean any other thing. if you feel tat wat i said have hurt u or make you angry. den wat i can say is, i am sorry. but if u understand u will noe wat i wanna say.. i dun wan bcos of somethings den everything changed..