YSunday, November 2, 2008' 7:59 AM
today, i went for cell group meeting. haha i meet wen ting at boon lat at 10.. but i was late for 5 to 10 mins?? haha anyway she wait for me. i am so greatful.. without her i dun think i noe how to go to daniel place for cg meeting. haha today jian ping and jian bao oso got come to cg meeting. quite happy for them.. hmm today cg we have a lot of foodddd... haha and we play a game before we start to worship? haha the game was fun, anyway, today our group get sabo.. aiyoyo.. we all do chicken dance.. hahaha and den we worship the lord.. everything was fine.. anyway did noteat much today even when there is alot of nice nice food.. was having a bad day at first.. dunnoe why keep on thinking of the bad things. i dunnoe if i am stupid or wat.. anyway tat thing really hurt me. sometimees ppl think tat this matter are just small dun need to think so much. or i should not have even care about it in e first place. but to me, this is a matter tat matter to me alot alot... i dunnoe why, it really pains me alot.. even through miran pray for me.. i noe tat god are there.. maybe just tat i have not really learn to let go tat y it hurt so much.. haiiz.. never mind..
but at least i noe tat there are still ppl who care me.. thanks miranda for parying for me, thanks wen ting for listening to me, thanks honey oso for conerning for me, and ie liang daddy.. thanks so much u all.. oh ya.. today cg very meaninful i think.. i oso dunnoe y dun ask me why.. i just feel so.. and really enjoy today cg.. thank god..
ok after cg..
hmm after cg i have to go for work.. oh man!! actually i have no choice la.. haha and they go K Box singing.. oh man!! i oso wanna join.. anyway i cannot.. sad sad.. but never mind i believe tat there is still a next time. today at work, everything is not bad.. but still the same. busy. actually its good, because when i am busy i have no time to think about anything which can hurt me.. but when my work are over.. i really dunnoe.. maybe i should just pray to god.. he will help me to get over this.
oh ya, i will miss those who will be leaving W4O8?(did i get right?sry if i did not sorry) i will really really miss u all..
hamsters
aiyo.. i feel bad about something.. oh man!! my hamsters, i have no time to bath them and feed them.. aiyo.. everyday work work work.. sad for them.. but haha lucky have my grandma.. thanks ah ma.. i think my darlings sure think 'y my mummy never come and feed me?? i am so hungry.." oh no.. sorry leh darlings.. i will help u bath tmr.. i will wake up early tmr.. sorry sorry.. forgive mummy.. haha aiyoyo.. haiiz hey but i did not abuse my hamsters hor!! dun anyhow anyhow think think okay?? haha i still feed them water n food. just tat is not me, but my grandma.. haha really have to thanks her man!! THANK YOU AH MA!!
i dunnoe if i have been a good frenz or anything, i just wanna say tat i truly care for the frenz around me, i dun wish to lose any of them.. even my family.. i hope tat u all will understand.. i am sorry if i did not do my part.. if u all really feel tat i have done too little or nth or i dunnoe.. pls just tell me.. i will change.. but dun turn yr back at me.. i really really dun wan to lost any frenz or family..
and yes, carol carol, must rest well and drink more more more more more water okies?? haha must take care leh.. so can get well faster ok.. jia you!! rest well^^
hmm maybe i should just stop here.. too tired le...
byebye
tata^^
