not the same anymore.

YSunday, November 9, 2008' 8:20 AM

today, morning.. oh man! haha today morning wake up at 10.30am cos alarm ring! if not i dun think i wake up lor! anyway, yesterday i told wen ting to give me a morning call at 9.30am today cos CG meeting is at 11.30. and yes! she called me.. but i did not ans.. not only her call, uncle JX and elaine and caroline one oso never. haha so many ppl to wake me up. so xing fu! lols. yeah, noe why never ans their calls? cos last night i put my phone to silence mode, cos last night chatting wif my frenz scare will disturb till my family. so put to silence mode so tat when my frenz call won have sound.. and tat my mistake! haha cos forget to put back normal! so morning wake up time guess, how many missed calls i have? hahaha 13 missed called. oh! first time sia! haha lols.. but dunnoe who call me so many times. i think so caroline ba! haha alright! thanks so much to thoese who give me a morning call today.. i am sorry tat i did not pick up. and ya! sorry wen ting for making u late wif me. sorry!!

oh yes! today cg meeting, we have food! nice food. got pasta haha.. cooked by ben and caroline! yum!yum! haha enjoyed the food today and we have pizza oso! oh man! best lunch tat i ever had after i start to work man! hahah and yes, i oso had breakfast today. thanks to wen ting. she buy me a bao.. to eat and half a kauh.. haha funny. we fight to get the smallest. cos there is only one kauh so wen ting we each half. she make it into half but in her hand one seem to be samll den i thought tat inside the bag one is bit so i just take it from her. haha in d end noe wat! the kuah inside the bag only big by a little. make no difference. oh man! haha fight for nth! aiyoyo.. haha den at work have a big bowl of cup noodles. haha actually dunnoe y my title put food. pls dun bother tat. hahaa lols. today actually have a little bad day bcos i am the casher again which i dun like. haiiz.. but no choice. still have to be. oh man1 pls pray tat, everything will be fine for tmr. pray tat i will nit have any difficult to talk to the costumers. oh!..

YESS!!!
today, i learn something. something meaningful. miranda today told us, everyone go through valleys. and there is a purpose when we go through tat. its to build faith. the faith to believe tat god will walked wif us n we are not alone. i began to believe it. i noe it, cos i am going through the valley now. i noe how pain it is. how hurt is to walked alone in this valley. but now i noe y i have to go through this valley n i noe tat i am not alone. there is still god. who will walked wif me no matter how deep the valley is. i shall have no fears cos there is god. god will walked wif me. so no matter how deep how how painful the thing is. how hard or hurtful the path is. i will not run or hide. i will walk in faith. cos i noe tat there is still god. thank god for being there for me. if not i really dunnoe how to wait on. and really thankful tat i have go for this cg meeting. becos i have learn something tat i never noe. i always thought tat i am alone. althought i noe tat there is god, i thought tat he won wan to bother me. how wrong i was. and really thankful tat i have go n i have noe tat god is always by my side. and he will always be there to walk wif me in the valleys. i am NOT ALONE ANYMORE. BECAUSE OF HIM! aman(:
*if the sheep is lost, god will use the staff to hook the sheep back. so if we are in the valley, i believe god will use the staff to lifft us up again:)
we will never be alone if we believe in him. and put faith and trust in him..
thank god.

i will remember wat i learn today. god will always be wif me. i am not ALONE. i still have him, even if the whole worlds dun bother me. he will care for me, he will not disapoint me like i do, he is a good god, he is a great god:) thank god for letting me noe tat i am not alone in this valley. let me noe tat i still have you. thank you:)

hmm.. now.. oh yes! my jiesmeis.. haha hehe oh! dunnoe when can we meet out leh.. really missed you all lor! althought got talk on the phone. hahah and yes! bee ghee jia you! jia you! dun scare! u can make it de ok! hahaha all my jiemeis.. jia you! jia you! jia you! in watever u r doing. pls take good care of yrselfs okays? hope we'll meet up soon have have great fun:)
jia you all!! all the emO jiemeis!!

okok la.. too nagging le.. haha
okok everyone, now very late le, i wan go sleep already
so tata
bb
good night sweet dreanz everyone:)
god bless everyone of you!:)