not the same anymore.

YWednesday, November 12, 2008' 10:32 PM

OH MY GOD! today morning, something bad had happen. one of my darlings got taken away by a cat. which mean my darling was eaten by the cat!!!!!! so sad! so angry oso. angry wif myself. why never take care of them. if i did maybe the cat would not have the chance to eat my darling liao le.

to: darling!

darling i just wan to say sorry to you. i dun mean to let u get eaten by the cat de.. i am so so so sorry. its my fault tat i did not take good care of u. and tat now u r gone den i reliese tat i am wrong. very wrong. i am sorry. i really dun wan you to die de. but watever i say now. its already too late to change everythng already... just noe tat i still love u very much althought u are no longer wif me. i am sorry. rest in peace! mummy is sorry.. forgive me..

to: darlings!

darlings.. from now onwards i will take good care of you all. althought i noe now might be a little too late to say all this. but just wanted you to noe tat i am truly sorry tat u loss one of yr mate. becos of my careless tat y. i am sorry. i will make it up to u all somehow. i really will take good care of you all and won take no time as an excuse. it my fault tat i always use tat as an excuse! i am sorry. pls forgive me!! will u all?? i am sorry.. i noe my mistake already.

oh god! will it be too late?? only now den i reliese tat i had not been taking good care of them. but i really do love them alot alot.. i am feeling bad because one of my hamster is dead my darling.. althought i did not see how the cat eat it. but i can think of it.. it must be v painful for her. oh god! i pray for her to rest in peace. pls forgive me.. i am truly sorry. i am oso v sad.. so so so sorry.