not the same anymore.

YSunday, December 21, 2008' 7:27 AM

hey me again..

today.. morning had a morning call and got up. cos need to go foR the BACK TO SCHOOL PARTY! at jerry's house. it's a condo:) anyway everything was fun. and i bring melvin along oso today. actually wanna ask all my jiemeis to go too, but some working some can't go. so in the end only he go wif me lor! he very talk much lor! hahaha nosiy de cat! anyway hope he enjoy today cos i dun think he can get use! today wear school uniform.. haha all oso got wear. all look v cute and very nice:) great!! hmm the food oso very nice... thank you for the food and the person who perpare it! :) thanks!!!

ok! after that went home a while. den go visit my uncle. after that eat! haiis. after that bad things happen! super bad! had a Q wif my dad! bad aurgment! and i think i really hurt him. i dun wanna say the words the. really. but somehow, i just said it! and it really pain my heart! but i am sorry dad! cos you really dispoint me. i really noe that you try v hard but sorry i just cannot get it! i really wan you to be happy de. i dun look at you cos if i do i will cry.. i really dunnoe wat to do already! when i wanna to to someone, i could't not find.. i am feeling v hopeless now.. SORRY..