YSaturday, February 14, 2009' 7:18 AM
hello ppl!
hahas! how is yr vaentine? hope tat eberyone had a graet one! hmm.. today went to sentosa:) but was late. cos making the bread:x sorry to let u all wait.. anyway, today have hmm, jia min, shwan, zack, yisi, fion, zhi an, melvin, christna, xin yi, sarah, yan ans indra:) opps forget about me.. hahas. lols. well had lots of fun. but quite sian. hahas. planing to go sun tan, but den the sun never come out, wait and wait, finally it com out. hahas. so jia min, yisi and me go tan. tan for 15mins the sun is gone again! sian.. hahas. jia min today wear bikini:) hahas. so nice .. anyway got put the taning oil. now i red red. nose pain pain. *sob* hahas. but never mind. hahas. like drunk like tat:x but the colour very nice i like. hahas. lols acutally feel like drinking.. bleah! haiis. well had lots if fun, we play volleyball, hahas. but very lan:x opps.. hahas. but fun liao. den play water. jia min very cute sia. hahas. after tat, zack got to go, so he went off first. after that zhi an, cos he need to go church. hahas. at about 2 we all go bath liao. cos really no SUN! hahas.. after tat come out, realise tat the sun have come out.. (wa! unlucky!) hahas, but bo bian bath liao so cannot tan liao. so we went to vivo to slcak. but first go mum mum first. cos hungry. after tat go vivo. damn sian. hahas. see many many many couples sia. after tat pretty emily come find us wif her boy boy and her frenz:) but den after a while she got to go off le. cos her boy boy need to work.. hahas. den we play card. sian oso! but i see they have lots of fun. i play awhile den dun wan play liao. go see the sea. actually is emoing:x bleah.. well thinking of something actually. dunnoe y, my heart seem to have many many things. haiis.. dunnoe la. nvm, after tat jia min go meet her frenz liao. so she left. den after a qhile all go home le, left me, yisi, fion, zhi an and melvin at the vivo. but we slack awhile den go home already cos yisi hungry, hahas. well, bro, cheer up k? jie will be here for you de:) jia you!
hmm.. well, now feeling kind of like, sad? i oso dunnoe. my mind is like runing a millions and millions of things like tat. going to brust liao.. anytime.. actually today thank god tat i have my frenz by my side to make me feel happy. thanks guys.. :) actually i wan u to be wif me. i wan to go back like last time, but i dun think is possible now. sometimes did i really did not enough? or am i just not good enough? or is it tat i dun understand u? i really dunnoe. u say i change or should say, everyone change. let me tell u, ppl do change. so do i. when somethings happen, i changed, and i amdit. den u? did u change? i believe u do.. haiis. wat really had happen tat things have to be in this way? i think sometimes its just a way for me to learn to grow up ba.. but its a painful way..
now in my life there are two things tat i have regarted.. first, is tat i have started to smoke, second, i have fail to help myself...
haiis.. it should be a happy day for me, but.. nvm. still happy:)
ok:)
good night everyone. have a nice sleep:)
