YSunday, March 1, 2009' 12:49 AM
ok great!~
*clap clap* let talked about YESTERDAY!
YESTERDAY!
well, yesterday went out at 3plus. it was raining. and i was LATE! omg, so sorry about it guys. hmm, yesterday meet xin yi, emily, emily bf, jia min, chris, shwan, yisi, fion, melvin and harwinder. hahas. tat is alot ppl. we went to TASTE OF THAILAND. to celebrate my birthday. in advance. well, was not really feeling good. i dunnoe why. actually ...... *thinking* dunnoe wat to say. just not happy. well, emily come and an wei wo. i really very happy. thanks. but still feeling the same way. i know tat u are worry for me. but i am sorry. i just could not get out of my thinking. its so tiring.
NIGHT!
well after tat, we went to HAJI LANE for SHEESHA. hahas. there i saw many ppl. but yisi they all never go, only zhi an come after his church. thanks bro! hmm, we have sarah, indra, yan, their frenz, peijun, Nat, brandon, jaslyn, Dennis, his frenz, and lao shu. hahas. opps:x sorry ar! hmm and we all so quite alot of ppl la. den we went to try sheesha, but cannot only above 18 den can. try hmm 2 shops? anyway in the end still can. and we walked one big big round. haha so lame. but in e end, my pretty very tired lai, my bro hungry and xin yi oso. in e end still have to wait i accompany them to eat and send them home. i ask emily to help me buy E33. two bottles. not enough actually. but i cannot drink too much. and she brought me a CAKE! thanks pretty! i love it very much, and i have finish it all. hahas. but they oso share my CAKE! YUM YUM. its nice.. THANKS! THANKS! ^^ after tat almost 11 we left the place. and den, we walked to MRT station. it was raining. but small rain so ok! but den i fall down. haha anyway i think i am a poor drinker. haha cos my head was rather heavy.. hehex. and i fall, but nth happen. just tat my pants is WET! haha.. but i wan to thanks thoese who were out yesterday, who is concern for me.
*THANK YOU. I AM SORRY TO LET YOU ALL WORRY. BUT I GUESS I STILL NEED TIME. OH, AND SORRY IF I NEVER PEI U ALL. SORRY AR! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! VERY MUCH! HAHAS. ANYWAY I FELT QUITE COOL EH, COS MANY PPL WERE OUT! HAHAS. THANKS. ALL MY FRENZ ROCKS!!! ^.^ HAHAS! MUACKS!
TODAY! 1 MARCH 09!
NOW! my dad and my bro are quarreling about wat! PHONE! my bro phone was lost last week! in the bus. ppl take it. now my bro wanted to singe line phone. ask me to help. i dun mind helping, but my dad blah blah blah. i noe what he thinking. cos this is not my bro first time lost his phone. this is the dunnoe how many time liao. my dad face is damn black the monment he reach anyway part of it is my phone bill la. 100plus this time. well let him cut my money. ji xu. i dun care. his face black den scold my bro den come scold me for no reason. really feel like running away lor! this house to me feel nothing. there is no love in it. its just a shell for me to go back. to have a place to sleep. tats all. i can feel nothing. nothing around me make me happy anymore. know wat, when i noe my dad is coming i thought of going out to buy a cake to celebrate wif my family. but.. i dun think there is a need anymore. i dun think they even bother. den why should i.. see, i said it already. maybe i should just let it pass quietly. all i wanted now became nothing to me! no matter wat, i am always alone.. just let it be. nothing could change it i guess!
