YFriday, April 17, 2009' 4:45 AM
got tired of things...
trying to forget was hard..
letting go of it is difficult too..
loving someone is not easy. love dun come by easy too.
you can give all to yr partner but he or she might not return what you give.
they can just hurt you. you give without thinking of getting return. but did you
think tat you would get hurt instead of the return you are waiting for?
when in love promises are often made. and it keep yr partner feel safe. havng you was his or her greatest dreams in their lifes. you are their happiness. you are their everything when in love. when the love was gone, promises are broken, hurt come along. you would think, what is wrong? am i not good enough? and you thought tat without him or her you cannot live. but tat is not true. because you are still living... and that is the truth.
once i like him so much. so does him. but i dunnoe how to, so i let go. letting go was difficult. but i dun have a choice. because i dunnoe how to love. i dunnoe how to believe. all i could see was love just hurt.. and i choose to hurt him n hurt myself... maybe there is long lasting love. but i have not seen it so far.. i rather be single den being get hurt. who can show me there is ture love? maybe love is this way. the more you get hurt the more you will learn. but once is enough i think... i dunnoe.. you can give so much but nothing return to you. and tat feeling just sucks..
all i wanted was to be your fren, yet u push me away. since tat is wat you wan, i shall not bother you anymore. just wan to let you noe. somethings u say jsut hurt me.. maybe you do not know. but watever it is.. i have failed...
