YWednesday, April 1, 2009' 7:28 AM
hi people:)
today went out to do project. den after project went to woodlands to slack slack awhile. to go see yisi work n help my grandma to buy a phone book. haiis. she been nagging at me so i decided to get it for her today. den see that yisi really very hardworking wors. ahaha den i went home around 8plus. hmm suppose to meet anna n carol to slack de. but i was lazy >.< haha sorry ppl. anyway tmr i am having bs. haiis. feeling sad. well not because i have to go bs. just some little things have wake me up. and the past tat i dun wan come back n hunt me. truly i really wanna forget it. hope tat the time could really heal me up. beacuse this time its a serious one. just somethings and i have think of you. i am missing you.. i know you can't see my blog. because you dunnoe. but truly i am missing you right now. i thought i have let you go. i thought tat i have forget. but i have not. maybe yisi is right i am stupid. i haven try n i give up. i dunnoe how much i have hurt you, but i dun wish to see you sad. maybe i dun deserve to love ppl. and i dun deserve ppl to love ba.. will i ever meet someone tat i really like? like you? will i ever? i dunnoe. maybe not. maybe now u have forget me. i hope so.. maybe i should just give up on love. because it dun suit me.. maybe i just dun deserve it at all. because i dunnoe how too..
anyway yesterday went out wif bee ghee and yisi. we went to boon lay. we talked for 3hours. well, i like tat. but talking to them i think of the things tat i dun wan to remember, the things tat hurt me n the things tat i really trying very hard to forget. but i believe they are the same as me too. i dun blame anyone. maybe my life is like tat... well, had a happy time yesterday. hope will have it again! love you all!
oh man!
i miss sch.. haha i miss my class TB! well, TB ROCKS!!! haha hope you guys are doing fine, anyway sch is starting soon>.< haha remember to study for EXAMS ya! ITI, CTR, EFC!!!!! JIA YOU! JIA YOU!
ok ppl, this sat i am going for chalet!!! oh yeah!! ahahah thanks to MR ANG! thank you thank you! haha LOL.. writing rubbish le. should stop.. anyway i am not myself seriously... tired of the world... esp my own world..
