YSunday, August 23, 2009' 3:59 AM
Finally reach home!
thought tat came home can see dad! would be happy! but i was f***ing wrong!
why do parents like to take other ppl kids to compare wid their own kids?
HELLO! in the first place you are the one who born me! not happy, den abandon me la!
its not like u never done before! u done tat, for like the past years!!!!
aiya, or at the most u like, u can go adopt other kids wat! they more clever and everything!
why every time i try my best every time, but you dun seems to see! hey! i am your daughter u know! if u think other kids are better den your own kids den go find them la! why should i be nice? why nice to friends not right! nice to family oso not right! NOW TELL ME LA! WAT CAN I DO? why watever i do, is not enough! why never enough for u all??????????!
why, i try my best to be nice, try my best to be a good friend a good daughter, but you all just wan to hurt me? what have i done wrong ??? have i not done enough? can anyone tell me? i am always the one who was make fun of. i cannot be upset. back at home, try to let dad be happy, but end up always get hurt. hear all the nasty words from grandma. dad also! wat kind of family are they? i dun even know! and mother? she left me! everything i wanted it go the different way. all i wanted was to be happy. why? is it very difficult? maybe it does not belong to me in anyway! no matter how hard i try its the same! its just going to be the same!
