YWednesday, August 5, 2009' 7:18 AM
hello!!
today been a tiring day for me i guess. well, everyday is. suppose to go for prayer meeting today. but i have not recover, my grandma would not let me out of the house. went to doctor yesterday. the new medicine is effective. hope i will recover by friday. or i think i dun have to go anywhere. just stay at home. LOL went school in the morning. so stupid, went early for an hour. no one told us today lesson start at 9am, and the stupid dennis still can laugh! so stupid! LOL school end at 4pm, after that jia min come my house to slack, as she is meeting someone later at 6pm at jurong east. today, saw one of my ugly photo in one of my fren blog, eeyer really ugly!!!!!!! tat pic was taken during the Chinese new year this year. sad! so ungulate! very! sad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pls dun laugh at me already! its super ugly can! i wan to kill myself already!:((((( haiis, hope no one see the photo ever again. hope that person will just delete the photo away somehow. because it very ugly!!!! although i not very pretty, but tat is way too ugly! sigh. :((((((
said till photo, my cousins came to my house today around 7.30pm like tat. said come and see me, so kind of them:) haha back to photo, took some pics wid my cousin. well, after that left, i look at my old photos, in there, there is lots and lots of memory. happy memory. and sadly, the things that i dun wan to remember came back. the sad memory. past do haunt. it came back again. it really make me sad. because i lost a trusted fren. everything. used to be so close, thought tat it would be unbreakable. but i was wrong, totally, ours was the easiest. i trust but she dun. sigh. forget it. since it past already. seriously, i would never want to loss another friend. because it is painful to lost one. hmm.. miss my secondary school! some memorys flow back. hahahah happy one, very funny oso. miss the teachers:) sigh, today miss so many ppl and things. kinda make me felt sad. alright shall stop here.
take care!
